why am i so awkward? it pisses me off. i dont like talking to people because i feel too awkward especially people i like. but im not even sure i like him yet. im not sure i want too. its all because of the other guy. i want a guy but only if its him. anyone else i dont want. :/ after getting hurt by him so much i dont think i want to be hurt ever again…unless its by him. i probably would just be glad we were together. i hate this. and i am going to hurt that slut.

I’m so afraid of getting hurt that I try not to like people anymore
literally same thing i was about to post
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